Ik this gets over asked here, but I figured you guys would know best. Would you consider this level of alcohol consumption to be excessive?

I drink around 8 handles (1.75L) of vodka per day, spread out over the full day. Before bed, I rectally administer 2 extra handles as to not wake up during the night withdrawing. If I am running low, I rectally administer a full bottle of high abv hand sanitizer and drink 2 bottles of mouthwash, this is only done rarely, if I’m out of vodka and the stores are closed.

I usually feel nice and buzzed in the evening, but rarely drunk. I’d have to drink 12 handles and “boof” 3 if I wanted to be drunk, and 15+ handles within 8 hours to blackout. In case you were wondering how that amount of consumptions affects me, but I’m not sure anyone really cares.

Would you say this is too much to drink? Some of my friends have suggested rehab, and while I’m not mad at them as I know they care about me and have the best intentions, I don’t think that my habit is bad enough for rehab. At least I’m not a crackhead or something, right?