Ashamed?

Hi i blacked out for like the first time the other day and don’t remember most of my Uber ride home. I feel so bad about it bc I was alone and something terrible could’ve happened. Also like I guess I was smart enough to throw up outside the car bc I never got charged a cleaning fee (I’m still scared it will happen). I know everyone has at least one night like this and it’s not the end of the world but I feel sooo shitty. Can you hook me up with some good thoughts please