I think I’ve reached peak alcoholism (not really)

So I’ve been suffering from mild body dysmorphia for a while now. Gone through cycles of starving & binging.

I’ve been struggling to keep any progress I’ve made. At the end of the week, the scale still displays the same number.

But I think I’ve found a new motivation— alcohol.

With a lower body weight, alcohol gets more intoxicating.

It feels kinda pathetic that I’m trying to lose weight just so that I can get more wasted.

Of course, it’s not the only reason, but it’s a factor now that I know about it.