Feeling like shit..

After 7 weeks of not drinking, I started drinking again out of boredom.

The problem is, I can’t just stop at one drink. I’ll do a couple of bottles of wine in a night plus some coolers. All to myself.

I got drunk last night, and started fighting with family members via text for stupidness. I woke up feeling buzzed and like shit.

Now I kinda remember why I had tried to stop drinking in the first place. My head hurts, I can’t get out of bed. I have horrible anxiety.

And next week, I will probably just do it again 😬