Addicted

Addicted

Hey so I really need motivation, I’m a Luke warm Christian , im addicted to drinking but I believe in Jesus Christ. I hate that I even drink , I actually cry when I start to drink because it’s not that I want to do it , it’s the fact I have a drinking problem . I pray all the time that God can take it away then I will be sober for two days then I’m back at it . I really don’t know what to do . I’ve tried AA for years and still no progress. I just want to be sober and live for Christ in full . I don’t know if anyone has similar issues but I just need some advice or anything because this addiction will kill me if I don’t stop. I wish I can be alcohol free. Please help