Effects on depression

Drank for the first time 2 weeks ago and it’s amazing how it numbs the dullness so much.

It was just some cheap ass vodka (cheapest I could find here in India), 180ml 57% and I drank in shots and it felt great, for like 2 hours before I sobered up completely. I get why people get so addicted.

What specifically do y’all drink to numb the pain?