I’m so sad…

I “broke up” with alcohol yesterday morning. I’m already so sad, I miss it, I’m in complete denial. I don’t wanna think about how I won’t get drunk again. How I’ll never taste the sweet burn of the vodka or the Jameson again. 2 days sober and I already miss it so much…

Never will I again feel that blissful disassociation. Never will I feel numb and dumb? Nah, I can’t. I can’t resist