Alcohol Consumption

Hello! I am a 33 year old firefighter who has an abnormal work schedule. I have 4 days off in a row every 9 days basically. I drink 2 of the 4 days every “4 day”I have off. Today I decided to measure the amount of alcohol that I drink. I am 170lbs 5’10. I workout about 5 days every week and would consider myself very athletic. I drink about 10-12 shots worth of alcohol over a 4-6 hour period on each of my days off. Is this excessive? I don’t feel very drunk, I don’t puke after drinking this much nor feel dizzy or sick and honestly I wouldn’t even consider myself drunk. I just drink to feel good and drink to continue feeling that way. I know that google will say I’m a raging alcoholic but I don’t feel like I crave alcohol I just enjoy drinking on my days off. What are your thoughts? Any comments will help. I appreciate it!