Being a Canadian Alchy Sucks but I Age Up Tomorrow so Cheers!

This is seriously getting to be too much for me, and I have been on the drink daily (except when it cannot be helped) for 4 years straight. A 66 oz or 40 oz (1.75L and 1.14L respectively) in my province is (when on sale that is, and for bottom shelf) $49-65 for a 66, and $33-$44 for a 40 (after taxes)
And tomorrow is my birthday, and boy oh boy, broke, bottleless and giftless. Still grateful for my wife, and everything she does for me, herself, us in general. I have only made myself more and more isolated as time goes on but she stays consistently there. If I have any advice by this age it’s that time is better spent not alone, but cheers everyone have a great day and do wonderful things for people you encounter <3