I’ve been bingeing for 3 days in a row. I just need reassurance I am not dying!

Long story short I have been drinking from Friday to Sunday. I have been having about 11-13 pints a day doing this I get extremely anxious and once I have two or three I realize that it was anxiety and I never want to stop so I will drink until the bar closes. What’s the most people have kept this up. Will I be ok to stop all together I am not shaking just very worried