Whats a Good Combo To Numb Yourself?

Another year in and another birthday on the way. Im just kind of burnt out and tired right now and was wondering if anyone had a good combo or rotation they like to kind of numb themselves mentally.

Probably going to end up going to a bar-cade we’ve been too a couple times now. Lot of mixed cocktails, and your generic bar beers. Not a big fan of bitter beers but Im more interested in results so I’m good with whatever. I’m honestly fine not going anywhere but it makes my wife happy when she does stuff like this for me so I just go with the flow.

I can get drunk no problem – just costs a bunch cause of my higher tolance being a fat dude plus some genetics I think. When drunk the mask can kind of fall down a bit and Im happy for a minute but at the end of it all it just kind of feels like another day the next day. Its probably just how I am or what I drink but normally after like 3-4 hours Im still in the same sober burnt out boat.

Anyone know of a way to drink and then just kind of feel like you’ve drained your brain of all the noise the next day? I’m probably not depressed but also not really at the point where I want to talk to the people I know about some stuff.