is it even possible to get addicted this fast?

background: I’m a 25F and I live in a country that is very rare to find people who drink alcohol, no one in my family or friends drink, alcohol is forbidden in my community (not legally) my city doesn’t have alot of liquor store and they always close at 10pm.

I tried it out of curiosity a 2 months ago, it was 200ml of tequila, I like it, the numbness I felt in my face is amazing, and two weeks ago I bought 1.5L worth of vodka and I drank it all on the weekends 200ml a night while playing GTA online, I know it sounds stupid but I kinda like when I do it, I realized now when I tried playing and it’s boring.

Now I have been obsessively looking for a delivery to order some vodka in the middle of the night but I couldn’t find, I’m craving it, I don’t think I can get now but only after 2 days, am I already addicted? because I said to myself ill do it only just for a few times and that’s it, I’m not shaking or anything I’m just thinking about it, I want to feel buzzed, the pipe cigarette doesn’t do shit, I need long lasting numbness just for a few times