Don’t like alcohol, but keep wanting to drink

I’m 16, I dont drink often (about once a month) and I usually only drink like 1 bottle of cider/beer, ive never been drunk, I am not a heavy drinker. I’m going through a lot right now and I cant stop craving a drink, even though I don’t drink more than a bottle since any more tastes like piss, to the point where ill just be talking to myself for ages about how much I need a drink, and how much I want to get drunk. Is this a problem? I don’t think I’ve ever acted on this urge btw