I think im addicted to alcohol?

I dont feel myself when sober, i drink everyday i can, i drink during important situations. I can’t tell when im actually sober a lot of the time or just hungover. Bad shit has happened when I’ve been drunk, i almost got detained the other day and had to be taken home via ambulance. But I’m still drinking, I’ve drank every day since then and i can’t fucking stop, even when i tried to have a sober day yesterday i ended up drinking in the school bathroom. I dont know what to do with my myself. I’ve fallen asleep in parks and i went hypothermic a year ago. But i can’t stop and it’s on my mind all the time. I don’t know what to do because if i don’t drink i hurt myself and if i dont hurt myself i drink, I’ve swapped out my addictions for each other