i just boofed 90% alcohol, whats going to happen to me?

i bought 90% alcohol bottle from dollar general. i am in recovery from cocaine and alcohol, and i am not 21 yet so i can not buy liquor and nobody in my life is ever going to buy it for me again. i took an enema bottle, dumped out the saline, filled it about 1/4 the way with 90% alcohol and the rest with water. i only got about half of it up there because it hurt so bad. i don’t feel anything yet, im going to do the other half in an hour if i don’t feel anything. am i gonna get drunk? ive boofed mouthwash and moonshine before but i didn’t do it right, it was with a tampon. this time i definitely got it up there.