Im a weekend alcoholic

I started drinking a few months before my 19th birthday 19 is the legal age here. Im 20 and a half years old and there hasn’t been a single weekend that I havent beent drunk atleast 2 nights. Sometimes I drink at my buddys house, he dont drink just smokes weed which I cant do cause I have CHS. I know im a weekend alcoholic and im a cigarette addict cause there’s been times I thought I should not do it but I always do. Anyways im drunk as fuck now and I don’t give a fuck what any man can say. Im a Christian but its a real struggle. Thats all friends. I hope im not a drunk ar 30 but its entirely possible