is there any way to stop being an emotional drunk

i cry about everything when i am drunk. it feels good to cry really hard because it’s hard for me to cry when i’m sober but it is very annoying and alarming for anyone i’m with and i’m wondering if there’s a way to stop being like this.

i remember crying about kobe bryant’s death despite not knowing anything or caring about sports. i wailed because of my sister who passed away five years ago. and now i am about to cry because this artist i listen to, nujabes, died a long time ago. why does this even happen. like what