This could be the wrong place but r/drunk was banned.

I’m not an addict or anything. I drink about once maybe twice a month (usually holidays). When I do drink I purposefully find myself not eating dinner to get drunk quicker. And once I do take that first shot I don’t stop until I hit foibles digits or close to. Like this Halloween weekend was bloody wicked. It was the first time I drink myself to the hospital. Also, kind of weird how I only go this crazy on HALLOWEEN. last year I didn’t go to the hospital (mostly cause I was a minor and the school would’ve called my mother). I’m 21 now. I should probably find a therapist but before I spend the money I wanted to come to reddit to see if I’m alone or if there are others that have been dealing with something similar.

TLDR: I drank too much on Halloween weekend and ended up in the hospital. Vomit was purple. Shit got wicked. Help?!!!