Was 10 mo that sober

I got sober after my little brother died of a fenynol overdose. While I’ve only ever stuck to alcohol and weed, I was no5 a good influence. I stopped out of guilt.

But after 10 months, my old demons started creeping in. I had a push last time, but after my relapse that I haven’t been able to push through for three (3) months, I realize I need community

It’s not destroying my life like last time, im.far more functional than I was before, cleaning running errands, limiting how much I drink, not leaving behind craters that need to be fixed

But I still am drinking every day. And I need help to quit this time