Is it normal to feel depressed when drinking?

I’m 24 and for as long as I can remember I always get extremely depressing thoughts and even feel suicidal when drinking.

Right before bed when I’m still drunk is usually the worst time, I actually find I feel better the next day when sober/hungover even though I’ll still feel a bit shit then too.

So, I find it crazy that some people don’t experience this. But then alcohol is obviously a drug that makes you feel good so everyone surely experiences a “come down” kind of thing after right? But do people who don’t have any mental health issues also experience this or is it only people who either are depressed or have something going on in their life?