Immediate nausea when i even *think* about alcohol :(

I was wondering if anyone had a similar experience. I don’t drink often and last week my friend and I were having a movie night and we wanted to drink a little bit, we took shots and because I rarely drink, I didn’t know my limits and I had a wicked hangover the next day I was nauseous for the rest of the week, I could barely eat a full meal without feeling like I was going to be sick. It’s gotten better since then, but there is still some lingering nausea and whenever I even think about drinking again, it gets worse. I am pretty sad about this because drinking during social events can be fun! I hope this hasn’t ruined alcohol for me forever.