Been drinking alcohol a lot lately to relieve emotional stress

I’m not a fan of what I’m becoming, but alcohol is an anti-depressant so it helps in the moment. Growing a gut I’ve never had. Not smoking weed as much anymore but resorting to a 6 pack of beer instead.

Just in a really shitty position in life atm. Got a great job but still end up dealing with a lot of stress that leads to drinking now. Idk just a small vent to my online people out there. Everyone I meet now gives me trust issues so there’s that too.