Alcohol is the only escape from loneliness, it’s a weird thing, but I party with myself aha

So to be frank, I’m kind of an alcoholic. I don’t drink one bottle a day, so, I think I’m not that bad.

But, whenever I feel lonely (which is all the time cause gf is away and friends as well), I find it SO GOOD to drink to pass the boredom away.

Like for some strange reason (right now I’m high on Talisker Skye single malt, very good whiskey from Scotland I recommend for those who like scotch) it feels like I’m not alone when I drink if that makes sense.

I tried weed, MDMA/ecstasy, coke and none of those ever got me such a pleasant feeling as when I am drunk.

Anyways I don’t know where I’m going. Just saying, that everything even when alone and mentally ill is so fun with a good dose of whiskey.

Cheers to you all fellow people.